Me :)

This one is written for me ...
Aur kaun likhega, obviously mere bestest papa ne likhi hai...
Mele liye...Hihi :)

Its a beautiful day for a reason,
You gotta be one of them
You just came and spread a smile
That helps me throughout the daily mayhem

Its effect is far and reaching
You might not fathom it now
But Its a world good to me
When you're around somehow

You take care, you work hard
and never do you show this all
But i might know, and im proud
to know someone who's gr8est of all :)

Colours of Dreams !!!

These are the wishes of a a little girl. Though small, yet i promise you need to give it a second read to understand the depth of her wishes...



A sweet naughty gal lives in a fascinating house
Who loves the stories of cat and mouse
Princess she is , The Cutest Pie
Speaks so sweet, never does she lie.

With lil lil eyes and angelic voice
She keeps on babbling everything of her choice
With a simple hello, became friend of mine
Her wishes so bold, at the age of nine.

About her garden and touch of a flower
The smiling roses during rain shower
Chirps of her sparrows and sounds of their flight
She loves being there all day and night.

"I love my grandma", twitters that doll
Who utters me stories, since i was so small
Of beautiful peaks covered with white snow
Of Charismatic fairies & colors of a rainbow.

She told a wish, close to her heart
" Would love to see me in my favorite skirt
Or just enjoy each moment of my dream
Or simply watch a melting ice-cream.

Would love to dance on beats of rock band
Or cross a road, without a holding hand
To look in the eyes of my favorite friend
Or select myself a single dress in trend.

Would i attentively see the colors of a dawn
Perhaps will watch all flowers in my lawn
Maybe i drive all dashing cars
Or once count the twinkling stars.

If i could see me dance and race
Or would look at just my own face
Probably would hug my mom and dad
That only day, i would be most glad.

To cross all ifs, musts and should
I wish i could, i just wish i could...
Will live my whole life, i seriously say
Iff could be lent eyes for a single day
Iff could be lent eyes for a single day..."


I would donate my eyes after i am gone.
Would you???

Onset First Anniversary - September 15th, 2009

Its one year since we are together in Hughes Systique - Our first job....
The year long journey was super smooth and seemed so small because of Onset people.
A tribute to them through this ode........Cheers Onset :)

Exactly one year ago, we met some 'somebodies'
Who turned into friends and then into buddies.

Those Enigma days, Diwali dance and plays,
Still is fresh, that enthu and craze.

Dumb charatz, Frizby and those coffee sessions
We will keep alive all such passions

Together we came, together we did grow
Cheers to Onset, for many more miles to go.

Thoughts to depart, Oh No....Never
We will be together...Ever....Forever....

I wanted to fly !!!

In our lives every day , every moment and at every stage we face many new challenges. Sometimes we fail, sometimes do not even gather the courage to initiate. And during our life run, there are some strong energies around us, either inner voice of ours or your mother, your guardian, your friend, you yourself or your god.... to pat at your back, to make you move ever and ever. The need is to assimilate in that positive energy. This becomes your power to win each such challenge at hand.

I wanted to fly, fly very high
Thought many times to give a try
And not cry, not even sigh
Just to know , who am I.

With so many wishes, there i start
With no clear thoughts, i tried very hard
All got messy and all thoughts mingled
It seemed very hard and certainly i crippled.

Not just crippled, i actually lamed
Still happy i was, and never blamed
I knew, i could and i will, some day
But wished silently, an enlightening ray !

As i tried, like a new bie
I looked at sky, very very high
An angle touched me and held me tight
And made me ready for a fresh flight.

There trained me , a voice very strong
A vision very clear, for a journey too long
For my little wings that there just spread
A warm and caring hand blessed my head.

A blissful smile, some warmth and care
An approach to flush worries was always there
A jolly mood and eyes that guide
To stay always fearless and enjoy my ride.

A hand to hold, if ever i fall
Who made all barriers seem so small
A commitment to win, then i learned
A vision for whole life, i actually earned

There he left and flied very high
In a different world , in a different sky
To make others fly, fly very high
And free just other, some other newbie...

There he left and gave his glimpse
Memories i have, then and since
But happy am i, as i fly
fly very high and reach my sky.....

This is U, My friend. A True Friend !!!

There are some people who know you and are there when u need them.The first name in list of such people is of my pyaari MA :) Obviously nobody can be so close than her. But dheere dheere some ppl come in our lives who know us better than ourselves.
This composition is dedicated to one such special friend.....'Shefali'

A small little problem lied at the corner of my heart
Though i chose to hide it but could not make a start
You approached silently and made me tell
And then i dont know how all turned well.

A disturbing concern made me upset
Within my soul just lied its effect
I still kept mum and preferred to avoid
One advice of you turned million troubles into void.

Once again at some time i was burdened with a boulder
I could not bear it myself and needed a shoulder
This time for a change i decided to tell
And i gathered some courage to come out of my shell.

But what happened after that made me tight lipped
And tears came out, and rolled and dripped
I was about to tell it but you already knew
How can you know it without any clue???

You answered by looking deep in my eyes
"That you were always in our own though i made many tries
So i learnt the art of reading your face"
You made me realize that i hold a special place.

My eyes got all more wet and i bent on my knees
My hands got cold and the moments got freezed
You are entirely different , So Divine, So pure
You cannot be compared, you are you for sure !!!

God's Message

Its a shallow pond for everybody
but y does it seem an ocean to me

Profoundly deep and extensively dark
O god! help me up and ignite ur spark

Let me see the world above
Embrace me tight and spread your love

He held my hand and gave me a buss
Then closed my eyes and spread his lust

I followed his voice and listened to what he spoke
He gave me his message for each and every folk

He said that i m within all and never see me far
Just see me in all and be my beautiful star

Remember the mortality and Dont vanish in rat race
Just spend some time to look at needy's face

With a beautiful smile, go my baby ; just rush
Wipe their tears and make them blush!

Precious Pearls

This is my composition in which i ve tried to express how we get thankless for good moments(which i m calling pearls here) that we get and our state of considering ourself the supreme authority , the way we keep on advising god...  rather cursing god everytime for what we dont get without having the vision of the ultimate creator and his plans for us.

Through this poem i am trying to thank every single person... my parents,my friends and everybody who has given me their company and the moments that i cherished.

पूरा नहीं मेरी ज़िन्दगी में सब क्यूँ

हर इक चीज़ की होती इक हद क्यूँ

सोचती थी अक्सर मैं तन्हाइयों में

वो दिन की बनती बिगड़ती परछाइयों में

 

तू है मेरी निधि की अनमोल सी दौलत

बनाया था तुझको ये थी मेरी रहमत

फिर भी मुझी पर उंगली  उठाई है तब तो

दूंगा वही जो तू चाहेगी अब तो

 

वो अधूरे सपने, वो अधूरे करम

वो अधूरी ख्वाहिशें, वो अधूरे रहम

कहा मैंने उसको कि दिया सब अधूरा

कुछ देना है मुझको, तो देना वो पूरा

 

मिलेगा सब पूरा, कहा उसने, तुझको

फिर इक दिन मिले कुछ मोती ये मुझको

खनखनाते, खिलखिलाते, ये सुंदर से मोती

पवित्र से , सोहल से, स्वजल से ये मोती

 

वो हस्ते मुस्कुराते पलों के मोती

वो चुलबुली चहकती सी बातों के मोती

बिन मांगी जो पाई वो इज्ज़त के मोती

उन पलों में मिली क़यामत के मोती

 

प्यार के धागे में वो मोती जो डाला

बनने लगी इक अटूट सी माला

चाहने लगी रब से भी ज्यादा मैं उसको

जहाँ से प्यारा था इक-इक मोती वो मुझको

 

अनगिनत मोती ये देता रह मुझको

देखती हूँ इनमें, तेरी रहमत और तुझको

माँगा फिर रब से ,रहे ये माला अधूरी

जब तक न हो ये ज़िन्दगी ख़त्म पूरी

 

माँगा पूरा, जब दिया था अधूरा

मांगती है अधूरा, जब दिया मैंने पूरा

आई है अब तो सज़ा की घड़ी

पूरी होगी अधूरी ये माला जो पड़ी

 

ख़त्म हुए तेरे मोती और हुई पूरी माला

जो माँगा था तूने, वो पूरा कर डाला

ऐ बन्दे, जो मिल जाए सब तुझको यूं ही पूरा

तो करेगा क्या पूरा, जो रहा है अधूरा

 

गिर पड़ी मैं ज़मीन पर, बोली मैं रोती

देता रह हमेशा ये माला के मोती

आँखों में आंसू , और कर के मैंने झोली

मांगी फिर माफ़ी जो अपशब्द थी बोली

 

मिलते रहे ये पल और प्यार के मोती

क़यामत में अपनी रहूँ इनको पिरोती

अच्छी  है  माला ये ऐसे अधूरी

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